I've decided that I'm going to try and take on my depression kind of head on. Mainly, I'm just going to try and inject some optimism into my life, but also some reality. To do this, I'm going to write one thing I'm grateful for, one thing I'm afraid of, and one thing I hope for.
I'm grateful for:
The sound of dice clicking together as I shake them. Sometimes it's right before a moment of anticipation, other times I'm using them as a sort of percussion instrument. There are times when I just roll dice to help me think. It always makes me more comfortable for some reason, and I'm grateful for that.
I'm afraid of:
Being alone... especially dieing alone.
I hope for:
Someone to describe a game I've made as beautiful.